"Grendel's Mother: Self-Portrait" (2016)
Drawn in pencil with minimal use of ink. This piece was inspired by a reading of the English epic poem "Beowulf." As part of a project to understand the character of the monster Grendel's mother, this piece was created. It was based on a photo taken by the artist of herself; from there, the image takes on a fantasy theme, with fangs, horns, and serpantine, curled hair. The idea for the piece was to disrupt the viewer's sense of Grendel's mother as being purely a monster. Here, she is shown to be a tearful mother in mourning, horrified at the death of her son. She screams through her pain and the path of a dark teardrop from her eyes is captured. The viewer is meant to feel discomfort at the human emotion in the eyes of what is otherwise an inhumane, terrifying being. Thus, this illustration forces the viewer to acknowledge her humanity, rather than simply reducing the female character into a villainous or seductress stereotype. Hence, the more humane parts of her (most of her face, especially her nose, eyebrows, and eyes) are shown in a detailed, realistic style, while the more fantastical parts of her are shown in a simple, surreal style (her horns, fangs, and voluminous hair). Note the enlarged pupils, the sharp fangs, and depth of shadow on her face, horns, and neck. An image of the draft version and the attempt to find angles in the breakdown of her face is provided below (scroll down).